I had the absolute worst week ever. My best friend did some horrible things to me, my other friends decided they didn’t like me (probably the fact that I thought they were lame showed though..), my mom is demonstrating her old depressive obsessive behaviour, i miss my dad a lot but he’s not answering my emails. On top of that, an art piece I worked really hard for got rejected at the gallery and I feel so foolish for having thought my art was any good. I’m being really dumb at school because it turns out i actually am dumb. Plus it’s my moms birthday today and I tried to call my dad so many times to remind him and he isn’t picking up and my moms really sad. I’m losing grip on all my school work and exams are coming up.
So all this is coming crashing down on me right now as I’m standing outside waiting for my friend because I wanted to talk to her but its been half an hour and she hasn’t showed up and I’m trying so hard not to cry as I type this